The Hardest few Months of My Life

When I think back to the last time I experienced a hard few months of my life, I sigh.

How was I so weak back then with small issues, but tough now with the big issues.

Back then, my biggest problem amongst others was liking “Prince Player”- who didn’t like me back. It wasn’t my parents separation. It wasn’t my ADHD. It wasn’t school. It was that.

Now.

Reality has hit my like a slap in the face. I lost my fiancee. I lost my job. I had to move back home. And I lost what would have been my brand new car.

I said it then, and I’ll say it now.

It’s like God is testing me. I get to experience regret, guilt, humiliation, and sadnesScreen Shot 2018-11-19 at 2.17.50 AMs all at once.

But I remember, back then, it was so tough and I thought my life was over. Yet, as I learned, things got better- and my life…was just beginning.

I hope that’s what is happening right now.

xo. S.

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10 thoughts on “The Hardest few Months of My Life

  1. I remember graduating from school thinking I knew everything. And then the real world hit me in the face and took away everything I thought I knew. You’ll bounce back!

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