When I think back to the last time I experienced a hard few months of my life, I sigh.
How was I so weak back then with small issues, but tough now with the big issues.
Back then, my biggest problem amongst others was liking “Prince Player”- who didn’t like me back. It wasn’t my parents separation. It wasn’t my ADHD. It wasn’t school. It was that.
Reality has hit my like a slap in the face. I lost my fiancee. I lost my job. I had to move back home. And I lost what would have been my brand new car.
I said it then, and I’ll say it now.
It’s like God is testing me. I get to experience regret, guilt, humiliation, and sadness all at once.
But I remember, back then, it was so tough and I thought my life was over. Yet, as I learned, things got better- and my life…was just beginning.
I hope that’s what is happening right now.