Reader, what happened to me :(. Oh I guess you already know, The Sweetest Goodbye.
I feel like my heart is empty. I was doing so fine with the whole break-up until I got in an argument with my father again. We made up but still, “Heart” wasn’t there to comfort me and tell me to be strong. And it just served as a reminder that…I’m all by myself again.
Every time I close my eyes, I just see his beautiful hazel eyes and feel his arms around me. And it makes me cry every single time. My sleep has been superb this week. Why? Because I’m so tired and sad that it just comes so easily to me. I’d rather be up all night and happy than suffer through this.
What a busy week. Midterms piled on midterms. Today I have class, three meetings, and an event to get to. I just want to be alone.
Anyways, did you catch this Super Bowl commercial this past Sunday, reader? Look at that energetic puppy wanting to be with his horse friend. Look at his emotion and listen to the song, that’s exactly how I feel ❤
The first time I saw this, I just remembered getting my own yellow lab puppy who looks exactly like the one in this video and LOVES to run away to the horses in our neighbor’s barn. But as I saw it over and over again, I saw the true meaning. I saw the behind the scenes video, and the actor said, “If you love something so much, you let it go”. Damn Budweiser, way to go.